为何现在我们变成了最熟悉的陌生人？

还记得吗 窗外那被月光染亮的海洋
你还记得吗 是什么让彼此把夜点亮
为何后来我们 用沉默替代依赖
曾经朗朗星空 渐渐阴霾

心碎离开 转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞 是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了世上 最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自忙碌 各自精彩

只怪我们当初太早升温 也太早降温
如今梦醒了 搁浅了 沉默了 挥手了 却回不了神

如果当初在交会时能忍住了 激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里 沉沦

我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人……

'Barred from the Internet'

The past 2 weeks were frustrating ones. I was almost cut off from the internet for 2 whole weeks and anyone who knows me better will know that I cant live without Internet. I mean one or two days is fine with me, but 2 weeks! And somemore it's at the beginning of the semester, which means I cant ballot for my tutorials, I cant check my allocated modules and tut slots, I cant check for important emails and I cant blog here, grrhhh!!! Don't ask me why, I dunno why either. It kept saying my modem wasn't able to communicate with the server, so maybe the computer at the other end went haywire or sth. Anyway, it's ok now, and I hope it ll continue to be okay. =p

快乐不快乐

不知道为什么，发觉最近的自己变得消沉了。
朋友们都说我看起来，不快乐。
现在的我不快乐了吗？也许旁人更能看得出来。
快乐是什么？怎么样才能快乐？至今我还在探索。
我不快乐，是因为生活苦闷？
我不快乐，是因为自由受束缚？
我不快乐，是因为生命缺乏目标？
我不快乐，是因为朋友都各自精彩？
我不快乐，是因为前方的路途太朦胧？
前一阵子，我告诉一位朋友：我不快乐，是因为找不到快乐的理由。
是否如此，我也不清楚。人们都说，快乐是要自己寻找的。
回想一年多以前的自己，虽然生活是那么的忙碌，甚至可以用“忙得头昏脑胀”来形容当时的状况，但我是快乐的。因为我过得很充实。也可能是因为我拥有自由。
有时候，我觉得自己是白云，渴望拥有自由的蓝天。拥有了自由，一切对我而言都有了快乐的理由。
人生苦短，我不会让郁闷相随的。从今天起，我决定再次找回快乐的泉源。
祝福我吧，希望下一次你看到我，我仍然是那朵烂漫的白云。

Bowling...

Today is my Dad's happiest day cos his team juz won Team Bowling Champion in a bowling competition organised by his company. This is not the first time, he didn't perform as well in the Individual section... 2 years back at the previous competition, his team clinched championship as well, and also a 2nd runner-up for him (in the Individual Category). Nevertheless, having won a trophy is good enuff =)

Mum and I went to play bowling last Tues with Dad and our performance were disastrous. I never thought myself to be so "handicapped" at throwing those big balls.. hehe, betta dun reveal my scores, in case anyone fall from his/her chair. I kept on playing without taking note of the number of games and almost ended up mopping the floor for them =( Well, and there's another price to pay too--> muscle aches all over, arghh...

Bowling is indeed an expensive sports and hobby to keep =p